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HALEY WAS SO JELLY MARBLES XD
I have to make hers tomorrow -_-
OMG I stole Dahvie's new lip balm XD
It's bubblegum ^^
ANYWAYS LOL
Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
AGAIN NO MORE THINGS TO FUCKING SAYYYYY.
I have to make hers tomorrow -_-
OMG I stole Dahvie's new lip balm XD
It's bubblegum ^^
ANYWAYS LOL
Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
AGAIN NO MORE THINGS TO FUCKING SAYYYYY.
Ending this chapter of my life.
All of the stuff happening with Dahvie Vanity and Chris Hansen has violently reminded me that this account exists. I basically used this site more as a diary than an art account. And for this I'm sorry as I have looked at all my past journal entries just now and wanted to vomit from how obnoxious and how Visibly mentally ill I was when I was younger. Seeing my friends from this scene come forward about the abuse they have received from Dahvie has shaken me to my core. And has opened a new fear within myself in which I no longer can remember any of my past experiences with him. Part of me is glad but considering in 2016 I had a very traumatizing experience with sexual abuse that wasn't Dahvie, it has made me scared that I may have experienced something that my brain has repressed. Sometimes watching these interviews, it triggers a disassociation episode. And when I regain my senses I have to rewind nearly 20 minutes of the video. I'm glad Damien Leonhardt (Jessi Slaughter formally)
Where to find me now!
To follow up with my last journal I decided to link to ALL my current active profiles!
These places are where Im most active and where you can contact me currently!
(especially since this account is so beyond cleaning up oOF)
Twitter: https://twitter.com/missingambers
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/prospaira/
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/user/missingambers
Current dA: prospaira (https://www.deviantart.com/prospaira)
8tracks: https://8tracks.com/missingambers
Kakao Talk: missingambers
Discord ID: missingambers
Feel free to message or follow me on any of these! A few of you already do! <3
I cant believe I still have this acc??
Do people even remember me or use this site?? Lmfao...
I want to be a tattoo artist and I play lots of video games now.
I have a tattoo dedicated to Life is Strange (mainly Chloe Price) and how it's helped me turn my life around.
Its amazing how I still remembered this account. So many good memories. And lots of cringe but nonetheless, good.
Uhh my favorite youtubers are Shoe0nHead, Blaire White, LavenderTowne, Qcknd, H.C. Brown, Morgan Joyce, h3h3, Laci Green, and Lauren Southern.
Lots of politics but yeah!
I don't watch anime anymore but I do lots of cosplay now mainly of Love Live with close con friends!
I listen to pop punk, post h
So about this account...
You know this account been with me for 3 years now, including my weeaboo years, my scene years, and etc.
Also the name of my account now doesn't represent me anymore. Represents 11 years old me, yea, but not the me now.
This account has 42 pages of journals mostly broken promises and embarrassment.
Along with some old memories I rather forget and groups I am no longer interested in being apart of (botdf, kesha, etc)
So on that very last note, I have made an exclusively FINAL result on a new account. ( lucidparadox (https://www.deviantart.com/lucidparadox) )
so you'll find me at my new account; lucidparadox (https://www.deviantart.com/lucidparadox)
I will transport some art, maybe.
(the ones I'm mostly proud of)
Thank yo
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*gets popcorn* FIRST OFF- WE HAVE PAISLEY IN THE FIRST CORNER OF THE HOUSE THINGY THATS LIKE A HUGE BOX, AND IN THE SECOND CORNER WE HAVE DAHVIE. AND IN MIDDLE 2 SHEEP. NOW TO SEE WHO CAN GET THE WOOL FASTER!