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Dude: So what do you plan on doing in the future?
Me: Hmm, tour with BVB or Nicki Minaj :3
Dude: What music did you grow up listening to?
Me: At first it was Hannah Montana and disney stuff but like when I was 11 I got more mature and into dark stuff and I loved listening to Blood On The Dance Floor,Jeffree Star, Millionaires, BVB and stuff like that. Umm some mainstream stuff here and there :3
Dude: Ok, what was your favorite saying growing up?
Me: Well, one was "Once is a blessing and Twice was a curse" and I truly and strongly believe in that. and the other was that "Haters make us famous" Blood on the Dance Floor ALWAYS said that in some of their songs.
Dude: Umm if you were any pop star who would you be?
Me: Either Katy Perry or Lady GaGa
Dude: If you were able to f**k Dahvie would you?
Me: Very sexual question but DEF YEAH!!! Dahvie if your watching this, I wanna make babies! X3
Dude: *cracking up* Ok, what would you do for a Klondike bar?
Me: F**k a homeless guy or f**k Dahvie :3
Dude: O.o
Me: Am I aloud to cuss?
Dude: Yeah.
Me: F*****************************************************************************k
Dude: O.O
Me: Bye *throws pillow at camera*
Me: Hmm, tour with BVB or Nicki Minaj :3
Dude: What music did you grow up listening to?
Me: At first it was Hannah Montana and disney stuff but like when I was 11 I got more mature and into dark stuff and I loved listening to Blood On The Dance Floor,Jeffree Star, Millionaires, BVB and stuff like that. Umm some mainstream stuff here and there :3
Dude: Ok, what was your favorite saying growing up?
Me: Well, one was "Once is a blessing and Twice was a curse" and I truly and strongly believe in that. and the other was that "Haters make us famous" Blood on the Dance Floor ALWAYS said that in some of their songs.
Dude: Umm if you were any pop star who would you be?
Me: Either Katy Perry or Lady GaGa
Dude: If you were able to f**k Dahvie would you?
Me: Very sexual question but DEF YEAH!!! Dahvie if your watching this, I wanna make babies! X3
Dude: *cracking up* Ok, what would you do for a Klondike bar?
Me: F**k a homeless guy or f**k Dahvie :3
Dude: O.o
Me: Am I aloud to cuss?
Dude: Yeah.
Me: F*****************************************************************************k
Dude: O.O
Me: Bye *throws pillow at camera*
Ending this chapter of my life.
All of the stuff happening with Dahvie Vanity and Chris Hansen has violently reminded me that this account exists. I basically used this site more as a diary than an art account. And for this I'm sorry as I have looked at all my past journal entries just now and wanted to vomit from how obnoxious and how Visibly mentally ill I was when I was younger. Seeing my friends from this scene come forward about the abuse they have received from Dahvie has shaken me to my core. And has opened a new fear within myself in which I no longer can remember any of my past experiences with him. Part of me is glad but considering in 2016 I had a very traumatizing experience with sexual abuse that wasn't Dahvie, it has made me scared that I may have experienced something that my brain has repressed. Sometimes watching these interviews, it triggers a disassociation episode. And when I regain my senses I have to rewind nearly 20 minutes of the video. I'm glad Damien Leonhardt (Jessi Slaughter formally)
Where to find me now!
To follow up with my last journal I decided to link to ALL my current active profiles!
These places are where Im most active and where you can contact me currently!
(especially since this account is so beyond cleaning up oOF)
Twitter: https://twitter.com/missingambers
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/prospaira/
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/user/missingambers
Current dA: prospaira (https://www.deviantart.com/prospaira)
8tracks: https://8tracks.com/missingambers
Kakao Talk: missingambers
Discord ID: missingambers
Feel free to message or follow me on any of these! A few of you already do! <3
I cant believe I still have this acc??
Do people even remember me or use this site?? Lmfao...
I want to be a tattoo artist and I play lots of video games now.
I have a tattoo dedicated to Life is Strange (mainly Chloe Price) and how it's helped me turn my life around.
Its amazing how I still remembered this account. So many good memories. And lots of cringe but nonetheless, good.
Uhh my favorite youtubers are Shoe0nHead, Blaire White, LavenderTowne, Qcknd, H.C. Brown, Morgan Joyce, h3h3, Laci Green, and Lauren Southern.
Lots of politics but yeah!
I don't watch anime anymore but I do lots of cosplay now mainly of Love Live with close con friends!
I listen to pop punk, post h
So about this account...
You know this account been with me for 3 years now, including my weeaboo years, my scene years, and etc.
Also the name of my account now doesn't represent me anymore. Represents 11 years old me, yea, but not the me now.
This account has 42 pages of journals mostly broken promises and embarrassment.
Along with some old memories I rather forget and groups I am no longer interested in being apart of (botdf, kesha, etc)
So on that very last note, I have made an exclusively FINAL result on a new account. ( lucidparadox (https://www.deviantart.com/lucidparadox) )
so you'll find me at my new account; lucidparadox (https://www.deviantart.com/lucidparadox)
I will transport some art, maybe.
(the ones I'm mostly proud of)
Thank yo
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